If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x Huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me

this song keeps playing in my head and i cant do nuts about it!! but this is a super good song!!

i dont understand why does it have to be like that. i hate what is happening to me la!
discharge thinking can be happy then in the end suffer more WTH! mother like one kind, no money wah really sia.. why like all the haven boys get out all got problem one sia..
wah just now they piss me off la..
i have the reason why i wanna go with my fren to batam lor..then they dont wanna listen then want to make fun of it.. super pissed!
why cant they see the danger of going there without being able to speak indo baharsa thjey think they can handle the ppl there? what bull shit! i got indo fren stay in batam, like that we can stay in his place and also have ppl to guide us around and also he can make sure that ppl dont get to cheat us and all la.. why they always want to act cleaver and like so naive about the things that surround them.. indo just kena problem and confirm got chaos there and we have to be extra careful.. think of that puss!! moreover i dont have enough money..go there do what? a paid for trip is better than ppl paying it for you lor..understand that before you wanna go anywhere..

blogged in a super pissed mood..

wow this year birthday not that bad la..
firstly i wanna thank those who had wish me.. THANK YOU PEOPLE!! YOU ALL REMEMBER ME!! YAY!! ok and those forget or dont bother ones..haha never mind i know you all care for me in many other ways.. haha (thick skin)

got a shock ah.. aunty Janice and her family actually brought me a cake along with their daughter!! wonderful of them!!

oh i MUST mention this!! ZARRAH and AUNTY CATHY wished me on skype and sang me happy birthday!! love this man!! some more at 12 am..haha..

oh the presents were all good....other than von and kari one..toothpaste and tooth brush..like i got bad breath like that.. haha Sylvia gave me a LIVERPOOL shirt! love that!!

today went back to CWD to see teachers.. haha not bad la..first time sia..
then went out with those crazy frens of mine.. L4D and dota..crazy..play for donno how many hrs.. i have to pay like 12.70 for that..haha..oh ya and pool!! i 9 ball owning ah!! haha

ok la i wanna stop le la..com so lack..

hope to get a job soon..holiday now..
i miss you.....

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

i don't know how to explain this feeling.. like you want someone to be happy and in the mean time while the person is happy enjoying, you over the other corner feeling like a total dumb ass.. cause you are all alone in a 4 walled room feeling lonely and want someone to be there to lean on, hug or rest on cause you feel like a total jerk.. the best part is that you are the one who made yourself end up like that... you made the mess and at the mean while you grieve on it.. feel like getting real wasted but think second thought... it won't solve anything..i will only get drunk, hangover, heartache and nothing between the problem and you is solved..

why would someone love to feel like a total jerk and a useless piece of poo.. think poo also better ah.. can fertilize the soil ah, where as i cant..

It gets harder everyday, but I can't seem to shake the pain.
I'm trying to find the words to say, please stay.
It's written all over my face.
I can't function the same when you're not here.
Calling your name when no one's there.
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy.
I still can't believe you've found somebody new.
But I wish you the best, I guess.

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows just how to make it right.
I wish we gave it one more try.
One more try,
one more try,
one more try,
'Cause everybody knows, nobody really knows.

I don't care what people say, they brought it all in anyway.
Baby don't fill up your head with he-said, she-said.
It seems like you just don't know. (don't know)
The radio's on, you're tuning me out.
I'm trying to speak, you're turning me down.
And I know one day you'll see nobody has it easy.
I still can't believe you've found somebody new.
But I wish you the best, I guess.

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows just how to make it right.
I wish we gave it one more try.
One more try,
one more try,
one more try,
'Cause everybody knows, nobody really knows.

Oh I wish you would understand.
Just an ordinaryman.
I wish that we have known
That everybody knows, that nobody really knows.

And I know one day you'll see nobody has it easy.
I still can't believe you've found somebody new.
But I wish you the best, I guess.

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows just how to make it right.
I wish we gave it one more try.
One more try,
one more try,
one more try.
'Cause everybody knows that nobody really knows.

this song is good..right pam and massy?? haha our clan.....

after so lonnnnnnnnnngggggggggggg..........yesterday was fantastic! great day that i left behind. haha!
ok let me start, when to school late....and when i was on the way up, i got a msg from shamira that today's faci is JOVIN!! wah his class can kill you ah..so we all have this great plan that we wanna zao after 2nd meeting...then all you know is that almost the whole class did la!! only like left 5 person in class.. so proud of W45K!! then i went to recycle 2 old nokia phones!! one mine and the other is my mum and she dont know that i took it..haha..it was said that when i recycle, that they plant tree in indo and then i can look for it in google earth..haha so cool!! cant wait to check it out man!!

ok then after that went on to meet rachel.. we lame lor...we go like from holland v to bishan station and then she got this plan of taking the circle line which we never take before la... haha went from bishan to bartley to marymount..haha then almost went to j8, AMK hub and even thomson!! but in the end to went to bishan there and got milk tea..haha wosh!! that one is the best i ever have and the only one that i actually finished! like got more milk than tea..and what i heard from rachel is that the milk is made from the powder one..haha..then went to central to chill and check out facebook and all..

after that, i went on to orchard to meet gopal and (ben who ps us) to watch 'district 9'. good effect and all but thought that the story line a bit....you know la.. haha gopal thinks that it should be a series than it will be super good...same thinking as him...

basically overall was fun and did things i never done before and go to so many places in a day and then finish my first milk tea also not forgetting that i was very friendly to tha environment..hahahahahaha!!