I think life has got so much of different surprises that will surprise youeveryday, and everyday there's something new to share and talk about with one another..
today aws good but only in the morning, i went to NUS for nothing..cause my manager ask me go there take something from that outlet..but when i go there, the manager tgere said that he pass the thing to the food supplier so i have to go there and take nothing! long walk up and down! then before i go work, i rested in haven first..haha
my leg super pain..it hurts like hell! blister and swell..
too bad for me..

time wasted? i dont think so

today work was good..didint have like super alot of things to do and ya so today can be counted as fine, at work.

today i just found out that people out there will surely try and fulfil what they want in life..no matter how much you explain or even complain they will want to do what they want..the thing is i dont think i watsted my time trying to help and trying get things into his or her mind..cause i believe that one day he or she will understand me and what i've tried to help..

Lenin promise to give the Russian people land, peace and bread and he did..

Honwah tried to give love, perseverance and bread...but he failed badly :( so he now got no choice but to keep it..maybe justin would had been the better choice ya?



so much of history..

i wanna end here..

sorry..

what a day!

WOW! today was crazy at work..started at 9 am and i never had a chance to like really sit down and rest till the shop close! i'm in all this cause the full timer is on MC.. :( but lucky got someone from another outlet came and help so not that bad after all..if not i would had like be dead now..haha but still...horrible day for everyone..rain the whole day..but the temp is just nice..good for sleeping..hahaha!!
tomoro i have to wake up early to send one kid to school..like that means cut sleeping time..oh too bad for me!
Tomoro good luck and all the best for Lee Hon Wah cause he might end up in "A and E"! (hong kong way of speaking)

oh...

Last few days was busy..firstly on thursday, CELL!! had a great time and ended like super late and went back super late too..haha
Friday was the staff dinner..haha went there to do the sound like the other years..and had a good time there and saw people there who i havent seen for long and met some new frens..haha
saturday i was the morning in haven very tired cause didnt really sleep but lucky the boys never really give me problem so not that bad..but i dont think they even dare to cause me and gopal was there so they cant do much though..
today.....long day and only can go back at 9..tomorrow start work at 9..haiz..muz wake up early..hate that! i wanna sleep!!! pig is not the word for me cause i really very tired and dont have enough sleep..what to do..
What to do??

i'm not sorry...

All this time I was wasting,

Hoping you would come around

I've been givin' out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taken me this long baby

But I figured you out

And you think it would be fine again

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

Oh no, no, no

Looking so innocent,

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold

And you got to share your secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You had me crawling for you honey

And it never would have gone away, no

You used to shine so bright,

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You're not sorry.

No, no. Oh.

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry

i know you wanna sing this.. :)

A day passed...

ok..another day..like things are not that well as it was supposed..why?! never mind i shall not brag about it..

Work was as usual..nothing much but tiring day after all and played soccer never before haha

feel like loads of fats are being burned today.. :)

i dont know what's goin in my mind..the only thing i know is that i have got no idea what am i LEE HON WAH is thinking about..i want this, i want that, i want everything..so much of uncertainties..like it was when i was 15 when i was still having that kiddy thinking?

Nah..i sound like i'm gonna die like that..haha :O

this week is not gonna colourful from what i see now..never..

When you were a kid, you long to do things that the teenagers are doing..when you're a teen, you wait for your first NC16 show and brag it that you watched a NC16 show..when you hit 18..wow another life, another you..you club, you drink and you smoke, cause you're legally able to do all of that..when you hit 19..all this things are not what you long for..it's like you happy you do lor thing..ok..next is 21..this is the part where you hit adulthood this is the other part..
Ask yourself..why do you wanna go through all the different stages like that? why? like we can go without going through all of that..rite? but all this can be done when the parents do their jobs..let me code this..."Train a child in the way he should go,and when he is old he will not turn from it." Proverbs 22:6 see all this control thingy can only be gone when parents do the above..
i dont know why am i saying all this but this is what i feel bout my own parents..ya..
ok i shall not say anymore..
i'll go off for now..bye bye.. :)

It's getting colder and colder..

This week is like so cold..never had this since before Taiwan Camp..even in Taiwan, on the yatch, everyone was on their jackets but i was not having any and passed it to jia hui..but still no problems..but now???

Oh you guys must be thinking that i'm physically cold right? ha nope, i'm talking bout emotional cold.. i'm as cold as a dodo..this was what zarrah said in the musical..but now i'm the dodo..after so long i'm finally feeling it again..i told myself that i will never want and will have this feeling anymore, but look this is horrible! i feel horrible! why? why now? this is the only thing i had been wondering about this whole week..
i just wanna know what happened..anyone with answer?

today i finally played pool again...like after so long like i have stop on Christmas night ya..that day, that very day..now i even dont remember how to set the balls..i was like what!? at the pool place, i saw couples playing and teaching..i used to have a student but now dont know if she still regard me as her teacher anot? cause what i heard the last time was, she found a teacher better and more handsome too..so ya..so bad right, never pay still so bad to me.. :'(

ok i didnt had a good sleep last nite so i'm having it tonite!
Good nite! and i'm so cold..pls warm me up..