woah!

it's been real long since i last blog ah... raelly longggggg! you all miss me right?!
my life had been real fun so far.. went up on the net for funny reasons, do funny things, and then gotten something that i was looking for, for more than a year..this is real crazy.. but i'm having fun! there is jus to much to update and say so i shall slowly share my enjoyment time wif you so wait! haha

Flightless Bird, American Mouth

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your straight blind eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
And when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Cursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide/white fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, brown hair bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big bill, stuck going down

this song is good when i'm having a looooonnnngggg day............

This is our God

Your grace is enough
More than I need
At Your word I will believe
I wait for You
Draw near again
Let Your Spirit make me new

I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
And I will worship You here

Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of Your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
By Your Spirit I am free

Freely You gave it all for us
Surrendered Your life upon that cross
Great is the love
Poured out for all
This is our God
Lifted on high from death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Servant and King
Rescued the world
This is our God

this is the song that keeps me running now..
the absence of heat is cold, the absence of light is darkness and the absence of YOU is emptyness

我不难过

又站在你家的门口　我们重复沉默　这样子单方面的守候　还能多久
终于你开口向我诉说她有多溫柔　虽然你还握著我的手　但我已不在你心中

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧　是我没有　陪在你身边　当你寂寞时候
別再看著我　说著你爱过　別太伤痛　我不难过　这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流　我也不懂

就让我走　让我开始享受自由　回憶很多　你的影子也会充滿我生活
我並不懦弱　你比谁都懂　虽然寂寞　这会是我　最后的寬容

抱紧我　再抱紧我　这一份感动　请你让我留在胸口
別在说是你的错　爱到了尽头　是非对错　就让它随风
忘了所有　过得比你快活

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧　是我没有　陪在你身边　当你寂寞时候
別再看著我　说著你爱过　別太伤痛　我不难过　这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流　我也不懂

不要再说　或許这是最好結果　现在分手　总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手　离开你左右　我向前走　这会是我　真正的解脱

i have been listening to this song since yesterday.. haha dont know what is so nice about it though..

guess who is back....

Hey i'm back! back blogging..haha seems like it's super long since my last post..indeed it is very long..like 2 weeks plus haha...ok school is fine so far..kinda find it sian already..cause everyday must do presentation so abit like sian.. but overall, it alright cause i have really awesome classmates ya..they are one bunch of people you would like to hang out with and play..
so long never blog don't know what to say..so i should just stop here for the moment and see if tomorrow i would have time to blog anot..
bye bye..

WOW that's like so long..

Ok long long time no blog..didnt have time, lazy or nothing to say haha..
ok this week i had orientation in RP, it was good and know alot of fantastic people there..fun loving, noisy and all.. i suppose because i'm in SHL the sporty people are there and all..so they are the real noisy people found in school so ya..guess one day i'll be like that too..cause i'm already noisy so expect that from me guys!
not really looking forward to school tomorrow.. ya tomorrow is the first day of school..8.30 start school..lazy to wake up so early..but no choice cause if not my grade will be pulled down by 0.5 and one day i have 4 so cannot really afford to be late everyday or rather cannot be late la..
Good Luck in RP!
ok..this month had been like very up and happy..dont really had lousy days other some days which i'm tired and being pulled to go out..other than that i'm as happy as a gold fish being able to swim in the sea..HAHA!
Easter was good..haha went to GH for worship..erm confession..that day the worship i think was not really good..cause all the songs are slow and i saw that the teenagers were like standing there dead..ya they dont really have reactions and all..so i think it was quite boring for them?
i realise that nowadays i got stuck in talking..as in dont dare to say much things..maybe i siao already haha..
ok i shall stop here..erm hope can get to see my post more cause i quite lazy so ya..hee

Long time no blog..

WOW! for the past 9 days i did not blog..cause i had been very lazy and not willing to and maybe i did not have the time cause half of the time i'm either on the bed or all around the place, so ya..
the week was fine haha..on wednesday, de nian went to work with me and that was his first day of work..haha it had been good so far for him i think..like i'm still teaching him alot of things and he still got alot to learn so ya..ok thursday had cell..topic was SEX haha..and not forgetting i brought a guest,Rachel, again it was a unexpected one..cause all i wanted to do was to drop her and then go for cell but she wanted to drop at cell to say hi and go..so ya..friday went to central's cell ya drop by and see what they do and all..and picked up something after that..then i went back to haven to join gopal..every week i will join him for nite duty..haha..and it seems like i also should get paid for joining him and all..he owe me!
i'm having like a headache? the right side of my head hurts and i dont know what is that but it jus hurt..see doctor? but expensive..haha bo money ah..so we'll have to see how long the pain will last and all la..good luck to me..so long as i dont die..haha!

ok i lazy to carry on..so bye bye!