SUPER HAPPY!!!

ok i just got my NEW LAPTOP! like super happy only..haha today went to cell with Capt Hary and he sent me to sim lim to collect it..the lady was suppose to put on the screen protector for me, but i dont know and then i went off with one myself..upon leaving, i told her i took one and then she got a shock! thinking that i've put it on myself in like 5 mins? haha then i told how i know how to put and quickly rush off cause Capt was waiting and i dont want to keep him..
went for cell and Capt supprised everyone haha! talked bout drinking and had some other topics too.. haha and i got Kenny to put up the protector for and Zarrah and sylvia helped too..and the girls was like crazy over my webcam and wanted to take pictures but haha i dont know how so promised that they will be the first one to be taken by on cam..haha lame rite? but the thing i scared is that after taking, my cam and screen might break..hahahahaha!
ok i have like the whole time to check out my new lappy tomoro..so ya have to like sleep soon cause tomoro got work and i have to help gopal's team to play on sat and that will mean that i muz have enough of sleep..
so good nite and i'll think of a name for her..(laptop)

i found out!

ok today i found out something which i thought it was quite true..ok older people they tend to be very in love with thier husband or wife because they really loved one an other then they get married..but the younger generation people they have a higher chance or higher rate of couples getting divorce and break ups because some of them are together for the wrong reasons or some are force to get married..people like had babies when they are still at the boyfren girlfren stage..ya they tend to fall out more than the others..
Erm all this are not the real stats but it's more of what i see and the people around me la..so you can kinda not worry..haha
this week till now is good so far..and i hope better things coming along..last nite, went for SYOG meeting and talk bout what can we do to help and they helping us..so thought it was a good way of learning something new and a new era of young people revolving in our lives..
tomoro is cell abd looking forward to it! food and fun..FF haha!
ok and i now have to go improve in my music knowledge..haha it was an advice from someone who is better than me..obvious!
ok i wanna eat my maggi!
BYE!

today i receive a call from my mum and she scolded me... ya my fault..like always..in her eyes la..sometime i'm wondering if she understand that her son is not having a good life as she thinks and he is trying to support himself without her to spend a single cent..but..

no mood to blog today...spoiled by my mum's scolding..

Not working..

Haiz..today is the second day in a week that i did not go to work..tomorrow will be the third..first day, was because my uniform was not ready and i dont have a second pair so i never go..today and tomorrow is because my leg is in pain i could not walk properly, and as i'm working in a cafe, i have to serve and walk around so i cant really go to work..

Today was quite bored though..went to east coast with haven and played mini golf..wow that almost took my life..cause we had to walk from hole to hole and lucky most of the time i was holding on to the put..haha..i used it as a walking stick..quite cute la..and i found out that i really cannot play golf, or rather mini golf i would say..and it is very boring when you play with the wrong kind of people who plays cheat..haha as if i did not..haha

today there's nothing much to long for cause today got no cell..and normally when thursday comes, we will be like whoa! cause friday is near and so do the weekends haha..so actually today dont feel like it is thursday to me..

Quite happy for the boys in haven in the Teen Games performance..the U15 got into the semi finals but lost there..but still not bad cause last year they never even hit for the knock out rounds..also tomorrow will the the U19 boys who are playing..they are also through to the knock out rounds..haha not bad la..we'll see of the boys can be like us last year went to the finals..not trying to boast here..the truth is...if they can go to the semis..they are consider as not bad..as the team is not very together..as in the passes and all so ya..but still ALL THE BEST!

Friday..have no plans of going anywhere..so maybe i'll find something to do and spend the night..

Good nite people!

hey! i feel good talking to you..hope you feel the same way too!

suay..

tell you..i super suay yesterday i injured my shoulder..today i got my ankle injured..like super suay..then the both time also super pain..
dont know why i like lazy to blog this few days..haha
sorry really very lazy..
so i ending here..
BYE!

oh..

Thursday cell was good and the food too like usual..didnt really have cell cause kor kor Marcus was not well so ya..but we had a good laugh out the heart..
Friday..work and had headache if i should go church or not..but in the end i went to church..haha
watch a movie there and the title is "Fireproof" great show! really good! this reminds me of what gopal always say to me..man can play with fire but not fireproof..haha..the show is about divorce and the guy trying to save the marriage and at the same time found God..haha go watch it it's good.. Then i went back to haven to pei gopal...
Saturday...mistaken that the IT show starts at 9 so i went there with major and then at there we found out that it only start at 12.. :( so we went back to the corps and waited..then went over there at 12..got the laptop! major brought it for me cause i pass my o's haha it was a reward cause she did not expect that i will pass..ya you guys too dont believe rite? haha
In the nite i rush back to haven after supper? haha went back in a cab and i did not regret spending the money cause MAN U got trash by LIVERPOOL! 4-1! they lost at home! ok i shall not say it anymore before i get chase by man u fans haha..
sunday...ya you guys know my routine..church then work till 9..haha
tis week is full of enjoy i think..and not enough sleep..everyday sleep at 3 or later..but i'm ok with it cause i still get my sleep till like 10 in the morning..so not that bad..if not you'll see panda in action..haha
ok stop for the moment..
carry on later or tomorrow..

I think life has got so much of different surprises that will surprise youeveryday, and everyday there's something new to share and talk about with one another..
today aws good but only in the morning, i went to NUS for nothing..cause my manager ask me go there take something from that outlet..but when i go there, the manager tgere said that he pass the thing to the food supplier so i have to go there and take nothing! long walk up and down! then before i go work, i rested in haven first..haha
my leg super pain..it hurts like hell! blister and swell..
too bad for me..

time wasted? i dont think so

today work was good..didint have like super alot of things to do and ya so today can be counted as fine, at work.

today i just found out that people out there will surely try and fulfil what they want in life..no matter how much you explain or even complain they will want to do what they want..the thing is i dont think i watsted my time trying to help and trying get things into his or her mind..cause i believe that one day he or she will understand me and what i've tried to help..

Lenin promise to give the Russian people land, peace and bread and he did..

Honwah tried to give love, perseverance and bread...but he failed badly :( so he now got no choice but to keep it..maybe justin would had been the better choice ya?



so much of history..

i wanna end here..

sorry..

what a day!

WOW! today was crazy at work..started at 9 am and i never had a chance to like really sit down and rest till the shop close! i'm in all this cause the full timer is on MC.. :( but lucky got someone from another outlet came and help so not that bad after all..if not i would had like be dead now..haha but still...horrible day for everyone..rain the whole day..but the temp is just nice..good for sleeping..hahaha!!
tomoro i have to wake up early to send one kid to school..like that means cut sleeping time..oh too bad for me!
Tomoro good luck and all the best for Lee Hon Wah cause he might end up in "A and E"! (hong kong way of speaking)

oh...

Last few days was busy..firstly on thursday, CELL!! had a great time and ended like super late and went back super late too..haha
Friday was the staff dinner..haha went there to do the sound like the other years..and had a good time there and saw people there who i havent seen for long and met some new frens..haha
saturday i was the morning in haven very tired cause didnt really sleep but lucky the boys never really give me problem so not that bad..but i dont think they even dare to cause me and gopal was there so they cant do much though..
today.....long day and only can go back at 9..tomorrow start work at 9..haiz..muz wake up early..hate that! i wanna sleep!!! pig is not the word for me cause i really very tired and dont have enough sleep..what to do..
What to do??

i'm not sorry...

All this time I was wasting,

Hoping you would come around

I've been givin' out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taken me this long baby

But I figured you out

And you think it would be fine again

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

Oh no, no, no

Looking so innocent,

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold

And you got to share your secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You had me crawling for you honey

And it never would have gone away, no

You used to shine so bright,

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby,

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You're not sorry.

No, no. Oh.

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry

i know you wanna sing this.. :)

A day passed...

ok..another day..like things are not that well as it was supposed..why?! never mind i shall not brag about it..

Work was as usual..nothing much but tiring day after all and played soccer never before haha

feel like loads of fats are being burned today.. :)

i dont know what's goin in my mind..the only thing i know is that i have got no idea what am i LEE HON WAH is thinking about..i want this, i want that, i want everything..so much of uncertainties..like it was when i was 15 when i was still having that kiddy thinking?

Nah..i sound like i'm gonna die like that..haha :O

this week is not gonna colourful from what i see now..never..

When you were a kid, you long to do things that the teenagers are doing..when you're a teen, you wait for your first NC16 show and brag it that you watched a NC16 show..when you hit 18..wow another life, another you..you club, you drink and you smoke, cause you're legally able to do all of that..when you hit 19..all this things are not what you long for..it's like you happy you do lor thing..ok..next is 21..this is the part where you hit adulthood this is the other part..
Ask yourself..why do you wanna go through all the different stages like that? why? like we can go without going through all of that..rite? but all this can be done when the parents do their jobs..let me code this..."Train a child in the way he should go,and when he is old he will not turn from it." Proverbs 22:6 see all this control thingy can only be gone when parents do the above..
i dont know why am i saying all this but this is what i feel bout my own parents..ya..
ok i shall not say anymore..
i'll go off for now..bye bye.. :)

It's getting colder and colder..

This week is like so cold..never had this since before Taiwan Camp..even in Taiwan, on the yatch, everyone was on their jackets but i was not having any and passed it to jia hui..but still no problems..but now???

Oh you guys must be thinking that i'm physically cold right? ha nope, i'm talking bout emotional cold.. i'm as cold as a dodo..this was what zarrah said in the musical..but now i'm the dodo..after so long i'm finally feeling it again..i told myself that i will never want and will have this feeling anymore, but look this is horrible! i feel horrible! why? why now? this is the only thing i had been wondering about this whole week..
i just wanna know what happened..anyone with answer?

today i finally played pool again...like after so long like i have stop on Christmas night ya..that day, that very day..now i even dont remember how to set the balls..i was like what!? at the pool place, i saw couples playing and teaching..i used to have a student but now dont know if she still regard me as her teacher anot? cause what i heard the last time was, she found a teacher better and more handsome too..so ya..so bad right, never pay still so bad to me.. :'(

ok i didnt had a good sleep last nite so i'm having it tonite!
Good nite! and i'm so cold..pls warm me up..