No Headlines.

Yup there's not headlines now haha only thing is that last nite went out with Celine and Sylvia to watch "He's Not That Into You" haha what a kinda movie you watch with females ya.. i know like so not right haha, i guess.. basically i learnt alot form that movie itself haha like if he/she she not calling dont bother haha but think again, if both had thought the same way, nothing, NOTHING will work out.. but even when he/she called, dont think too much bout it cause it might not be anything just that he/she is bored so thought of you haha.. MAN! this show you guys gotta watch!

You made me realise.

Firstly, today was cell and we spoke bout savings and the economy ya like what does it gonna do with us young people..haha and again came back late..
i just feel like crap now...you've made me realise, realise that i had been so not nice at all and things like that..ya i agree, So Long As You Are Happy is what i had always been saying but it was for you to feel that i'm not trying to take control of things but more of letting you do what you think is right and let you learn by yourself..like what gopal told me, hon wah, it's your lesson to learn not my lesson to teach. It applies here, your lesson, no matter what i say it wont do much..so ya.. no one is perfect..i know, cause i'm not so i dont expect anyone to be. but there are things which are in your control..like what some people told me, in life is either you are in control or you are not in control..so i believe that in life there are things that is within our control it is only how we gonna face it and get the right thing done..i know i have been selfish and only thought of me, me and me but i cant help it.cause as the days grew, i seen you go even deeper in and you're not like what i first saw..but as i was gonna loose it, someone told me to place myself in the same position and have a look if i would had done the same thing..looking at it, i would had done the same or even worst so told myself that it's not your fault, just that i have a better foundation and i expected yours to be as deep as mine.. i was wrong in expecting so high cause not everyone learns the same way and not everyone will think the same way too..i know it will not be so impactful now but just wanna share my point of view..i know, removing things that you long for is not as easy as i thought and not as easy as it looks but i kinda understand the grounds now and the soil we are stepping on..different soil grow different things and different flowers make the garden look pretty and different people in life makes up the different stages of your life..all this i had not understood as i do now..cause you made realise that it is more than what i feel and see in my circle..and that is why if back in time when people first said that the earth was square, i will be the one of them who agrees with the statement cause i have never look beyond what i could see and find out but just blindly follow the trent, that's just too HonWah's style..
alright so much of soul searching....
Guys, go watch Benjamin Buttons..great show and it shows how not selfish can we be and what would have happen if we only thought bout our self and our own pleasure..
Ok stopping here! Good nite! hope you will understand...

Another Day...

Haiz..another day in the same way..so sian..went to work and did the same thing..like so routine..but at least came back and played soccer though..
WAH! that uncle peter and aunty janis sabo me only..haha not gonna say what happened but they will know and i know that they will be reading this though..haha they will know what i talking..
NO news..no sound..that's what's happening not sure why but keen to find out..
It has been boring since i started work..NO LIFE!!
but looking forward to friday..cause weekend will be next and tomorrow also..cell and the FOOD!! like wow only..haha

Nothing to say so i end here bye..tell me what you want pls....

i understands...

today is not a good day at all..we to work blur blur and kinda got scolded..the reason is that i was thinking bout alot of things and so many thing ran though my head in like 5 mins? haa just not today..
actually i do understand the things you're goin through..but never mind maybe just not the time yet..but i believe that the day will come and we'll see what is for everyone..
today i found out that one word answer wont help in anyway..avoiding it and ya..

nothing to write lei..ya you may think i got no life..true..no life now..life-less..

haiz,tomorrow is another day of NO LIFE...hope i survive it..all the best to me..
bye...

Boring...

Ah today was so boring..went to work in the morning and then learnt how to make coffee haha..wad a thing to do..at least i learn something new today and maybe i can work in other places next time with the making coffee skills haha..
after work came back to haven and played soccer..boring also, cause there was a coach and then while playing, he keeps asking the other to stop and spot their mistakes..for me was like a waste of time cause the thing the coach teach i also got learn before la..and i keep running and stopping, very tired de lor..but i was like never mind cause they gonna play for teens game so ya..
today was like not alot of happenings so ya nothing much to talk bout..

I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waitin' for the stars to fall
I keep holdin' out for what I don't know
To be with you, just to be with you
So here I am staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinkin' about me too
To be with you, there's nothing I wouldn't do
And I can't imagine two worlds spinnin' apart
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet, I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you, just to be...
Holding you for the very first time, never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way...
Oh, to be with you...
Oh, and I can't imagine two worlds spinnin' apart
Come together eventually.
And when you're standin' here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause He will have answered every single prayer
To be with you, just to be with you
You.... wonder who will i sing it to????
this song had been running through my thick skull for weeks..
really love it..should try listening to it..it's by David Archuleta- To Be With You
haha guys i think this is the song your girlfriend want to listen to when you sing..she'll be touch..
Alright..time for bed..i'll end here for now..
BYE!!

HTHT Day..

haha today was a Heart To Heart Talk day for me..after service i had one and after gh on the way back in Capt Hary's car had another one haha..not bad though like fell much better now with things in my chest being released..
Goodness! i go gh can die ah! everyone asking me the same question! how's you and her?? like mei ge ren dong liao la! so pai seh can?! but still i kept quiet and said nothing..haha i noe that's not wad everyone wants to hear..me and you????
again today very tired..like since the day i started work, i have been very tired and feel so burned out.. just dont feel as good as before..
i wanna sleep..
Good Nite! and thank those people which i had the HTHT with! you noe who you are..haha

Really didnt have the time to blog lately...

Wow the last few days was like so busy.. wake up go work and then go back and sleep.. really not the kinda life i wanted though..haha Thursday went for cell and when back quite late so went to sleep after that..haha tired to no choice. that gopal PS me, say he goin than never.he owe me one man!! as i thought i'll be goin home alone, i found out that the office lady in cell 'sylvia' is goin the same way so we took the train back and guess wad, she said there will be train from Jurong east to clementi at 12 plus plus but in the wad i saw was "TRAIN SERVICE ENDED" i was like never mind i'll cab back...
Yesterday was my 1 week of work yeah! haha the joy of knowing that the weekend was near yesterday was the feeling i never had before not even in school days man!! haha and when the time came for me to go haha i faster run back haha so bad of me but still OT no extra money i dont think you will want to stay also..at nite i followed haven to NUS to watch movie..HORTON.. i was like....never mind just watch it.. but quite funny la so not that bad though..then when we finish, we went back and that auntie pathma for nothing scolded me for oning the tv..i was like super angry la!! not even me lor, it was de nain who on it and so more they was watch S league which i dont even wanna watch and not even interested la! so i quickly took my bag i went home pissed!
Haiz so many happenings in so few days.. ok later goin to church for youth service.. should be another long day that i'll be having though.. so sad..
i really dont know wad to do between us..pls help me with it..really it's me asking for help..
Good day people!

brb??

Ok today i learnt a 'new' short form.. Be Rite Back.. all this while i never knew this la haha i'm so so so lame i noe.. first jia hui told me then i was like????????? then suddenly she never reply me then go offline, next sylvia told me the same thing then never reply me when i ask but waited a while then found out the meaning of it..barry told me haha.. i noe noob rite?? haha

Today very tired.. so i'm not gonna write much so stopping here..
Good nite!!
toa me la!! brb....

WOW!

Today my war was fine and not really a war la more of like the first day of work.. busy and things like that..good thing was i was able to handle the people and the food.. took orders and learn how to make coffee! fun place to work and the people you serve are quite nice and not grumpy like some other places in town.. manager said i did well and told me that my lunch is ON THE HOUSE! WOW! but i was nice, only had pasta and did not go for high end food haha and she knows that i'm from a home cause of the way i wash plates very good so she asked me..haha and the best is she said that she also wanna send her kids there too! you know what, people say that you muz save the earth rite? but you know at my work place people take tissue like dont bother like that, take so much when you can actually clean your mouth with one piece or two some more you know where i working la, so ironic..

Another wow thing was, we first time talk on the phone for so long.. :) and the sad thing is when we wanna talk online, SOMEONE go off my plug! then when i reconnect she offline liao! that someone is beside me now! wad an ***! but still i called after that.. she powerful la! wack teacher.. first time hear girl wack teacher hahahahahahahaha!!!!! goodness so rough!!

Tomorrow is another day.. even though i'm working, i still feel bored in haven and like so restless cause i have to hand wash my uniform so ya too bad for me.. :(

today was good i think....

NITE!!

你不是真正的快樂 love this song today.."song of the day" haha LAME!

First Day!

Today is the first day of work! Went to work on time haha! cause work in church always late so not bad first day on time. quite busy learning now things cause i have never work in a cafe before so getting the menu in my head is not that easy. But still thanks to the manager that actually kinda very nice to me and thought me things which i didnt know and answer some of my silly questions haha!! overall not bad la..5 days week and have my sat and sun off haha that was what i really wanted so that i can go church..like it was a muz to off on weekends hahahaha!!

Angeline..thank you for reminding her to call haha first time she called i was busy and cannot talk so ask her to wait till i knock off haha. good thing is she actually waited haha not bad! cause when i called back, she was awake! haha but sounded like mouse cause her sis was asleep..haha!

Tomorrow is the second day and manager told me to be prepared for a war during lunch haha..said that it will be really busy tomorrow so i'm mentally scared that tomorrow i screw up so good luck to me just hope that i'm still alive and well after 4.30 JUST hope so i do well!

I think so far i'm doing well at blogging hahahahahaha!! just hope that i wont die off so fast and at least i last for half a year haha!

ok i think i better have my rest before i go fight a war tomorrow.
bye people!

good thing you made it!

Thank you!

Almost forgot! THANKS BEN!! i love my blog thank you for helping me and teaching me how to edit blogs ya..

Thanks! :)

Spot light was on us...

MAN!! Valentine's Day was like so... kena sabo left, right, centre, up and down! Everything was like HON WAH and JIA HUI..so crazy.. ya had a crazy nite, instead of having a romantic time, me and her had to flee for our lives. haha sound so tragic. but over all, the thing that ben said was quite touching and i gave up my blue light stick to Han Wei..so touching i know hahahaha!!



Good to hear that she's out though, but still like what Major said, it's not how you start but how it's ends matters more. So now you should aim to have a good ending.



Tomorrow will be the first day of work, nothing is ready yet things like shoes and pants. dont know if in the morning got time to buy maybe the pants ya..good luck to me i muz say..haha jus hope that i can get those things in time. Zarrah is 20! so old liao haha. This is for you 'young lady' HAPPY BIRTHDAY! people say you gro older you get wiser..haha hope it's the same for you. hahahahahahaha i know i evil..

i hope you enjoyed, so sorry..

So sorry the last few days i didn't have enough of sleep so wanna go to bed already..

Good Nite.

Oh no! work.........

Oh NO!!!

Alright! Got the job and start work on monday 11am but still ya dont feel working, just really like the days slacking around doing almost nothing but sleep haha.
Painted my 'new' house today with Gopal haha started late and comfirm will end late, and it did happened. That place was like so dirty, man just wanted to get outta there as fast as possible, real horrible!
Crazy day, had it long and till now still not asleep. Watched movie and ate alot in one go man so sinnful and so fattening! i'm dying but just so so so lazy to go work out my fats. Each day it's getting bigger and it looks like i'm "expecting!?" Really got to do something bout it! Just make sure that before i go school i slim down at least by a kilo haha! sound so impossible..
Sad case, if she hadn't done anything silly, today MIGHT have been me greatest day so far in the year of uncertainties..but too bad, it was ruin..dont bother..
Ok nothing seems to be the best yet but it will come.. thats for sure!
but you could had been that change for but too bad..
Alright my head is real heavy for now so bye for now..details of V Day will come..Good things might be in stored for me and should pop by anytime..
YEAH!!!

Rushing Day.

Today everything was in a rush very rush. Morning i got a last minute assignment to send Kah Hong to school and it was like 8.30! Everyday i wakes up at 11 or 12 but today was 8am can?! Then after that went for school run..so boring..then guess wad i got a part time job at DOME at Science park which is super near Haven hahaha!! suppose to meet the person tomorrow and we'll see how hee...In the afternoon, went back to Clementi Woods to collect $$$$ Good Progress Award, believe or not this is my first time haha..thursday, so went for cell had great food, pasta! Man i enjoyed that moment of life..BTW to cell was also a rush haha..typing this is also a rush cause after this i have to rush to bed and sleep so that tomorrow i can paint my house and then i can move in as soon as possible.. really hate staying with my uncle, long story..
Aiya so sad after hearing what happen to her, that's why she didn't call too bad..but my question is why?! why when you're going to discharge? cant you had done it earlier?! forget it, what done is done and like what Zarrah told me, 'everyone makes mistake' to you better learn from it..
Man really tired and have to head back to bed..
Good Night!

Good and BAD day....sian...

Today was a rush, everything was a rush. In the morning i have to send a kid to school at 8.30am so not me cause everyday i'll sleep till 11 or even 12 but this time i woke up at 8! the best part was it was a last minute thing 7 am then i receive a call for this 'mission' i would say.haha then comes school run...again RUSH...

This is the start and many more to come!

Alright guys!
This is my first post haha so like.........ya i know it's kinda boring now with the layout and all but not to worry i'll upgrade and serve you better in the near future so do look out for that ya haha!
ok today was a wadever day haha like everything i saw in the morning was like so "wadever la!" not too sure why but what i think is maybe i didn't got enough sleep so a bit grumpy and like wad song boon said like zombie haha.. if you're wondering what's happening, he's right beside me now watching the whole process of the brith of my BLOG! haha!
ok dont get freak out when you actually see me blog haha i know how you feel when you see my blog, it's me playing F# for the "desert song" haha yvonne knows what it mean and maybe the worship team people might get what that meant.
Ok V Day is near and no dates, no plans and no ONE TO DATE. so guess i'll spend the day AGAIN with no life.. but what makes me counting to the day is that i'm goin to church and see what ben had in store for us for the youth worship looking really forward to it man!
Friday, 13 of February erm she's out ya only i know who and maybe you guys can guess who's that. Ask her to call me, till now i receive nothing, goodness she totally forgot bout me! Told her not to forget and there it comes she forgot! still waiting, so faster call before the day come..
Tell you guys what, you should go watch 'Underworld Rise of the Lycans' it's a good show.
And now i'm trying to gather all 3 Underworld so that i can see the link from each movie haha so into it now, werewolfs and vampires.
Ok guys i've got to stop before i burn the keyboard..so bye song boon and bye blogspot bye hon wah!